Hell

When it rains it pours.. My transmission in my car went out thirty minutes before I got to class today. Last week my starter went out. Why does stuff like this always happen to me? All I want to do is cry my eyes out. Boo! I feel like I've gone through hell for the past two weeks.

Sweet Summertime

I am absolutely loving this weather. It has been so beautiful every day this week. :) I've tanned outside a few times, driven my car with the windows down, and I'm finally able to wear my cute sun dresses. This is the best time of the year. It's not to hot and not to cold. It's a great time to go camping or fishing. The trees and flower are starting to bloom. Everything is beginning to look pretty again....Even the people lol. It's simply perfect.

Tanning

I finally started going back to the tanning bed today. Being pasty white didn't mesh well with me. I love tanning! It relaxes me to the max. However, it annoys me when I use tingle lotion, get out, and I'm lobster red. People just assume I'm fried to a crisp. Like today, I was walking down the hall and everyone was staring at me like I was a weirdo. Maybe I like being bright red for an hour or two! :)

The Pain

I started training on Monday for a bikini fitness show in May. I've been put on a very lean diet, and I'm having to intensify my workouts. Me oh my.. The food i have to eat is so gross. It has absolutely no flavor what so ever, and I'm having to eat a lot of it. My body has never hurt so bad in my life. I can't walk anymore. I'm having to waddle everywhere I go. I can barely sit down without crying. The pain I'm in. :(

Yellow

Bold. That is the meaning behind this picture to me. How can something in such a chaotic mixture stand out in a very vibrant and demanding way? Being bold in our own way should be a natural way of life. Be your own person and dance to your own music. What do you want to be? What do you want to portray your personality to be to others? How will others see you? We judge ourselves more so than others do. Impressing others is now the way of life and how you get to where you need to be. Inspiration seeps out as well. Inspire others to march to their own drum as opposed to following in sync with the band. Be an individual. Be you.

The Son

Whoever takes the son take it all. God has a special way of letting you know he loves you. Every breath you take, he put there. He created all things. Don't take for granted what and who you still have in your life. Anything can be taken from you in an instant. If you could keep everything you thanked God for this morning, what would you have? We should realize that we would be absolutely nothing without his presence. Tell someone you love them today. You never know who you can be a true blessing to.

Love

I don't know if he's the love of my life, but I've decided to give him the chance to be. Maybe true love is a decision; a decision to take a chance with someone. Maybe it's to give to somebody without worrying if they will give anything back, or if they are gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn't something that's happens to you; maybe it's something you have to choose. Love is such a previous an delicate emotion.