The Pain

I started training on Monday for a bikini fitness show in May. I've been put on a very lean diet, and I'm having to intensify my workouts. Me oh my.. The food i have to eat is so gross. It has absolutely no flavor what so ever, and I'm having to eat a lot of it. My body has never hurt so bad in my life. I can't walk anymore. I'm having to waddle everywhere I go. I can barely sit down without crying. The pain I'm in. :(

Yellow

Bold. That is the meaning behind this picture to me. How can something in such a chaotic mixture stand out in a very vibrant and demanding way? Being bold in our own way should be a natural way of life. Be your own person and dance to your own music. What do you want to be? What do you want to portray your personality to be to others? How will others see you? We judge ourselves more so than others do. Impressing others is now the way of life and how you get to where you need to be. Inspiration seeps out as well. Inspire others to march to their own drum as opposed to following in sync with the band. Be an individual. Be you.

The Son

Whoever takes the son take it all. God has a special way of letting you know he loves you. Every breath you take, he put there. He created all things. Don't take for granted what and who you still have in your life. Anything can be taken from you in an instant. If you could keep everything you thanked God for this morning, what would you have? We should realize that we would be absolutely nothing without his presence. Tell someone you love them today. You never know who you can be a true blessing to.

Love

I don't know if he's the love of my life, but I've decided to give him the chance to be. Maybe true love is a decision; a decision to take a chance with someone. Maybe it's to give to somebody without worrying if they will give anything back, or if they are gonna hurt you, or if they really are the one. Maybe love isn't something that's happens to you; maybe it's something you have to choose. Love is such a previous an delicate emotion.

Stupid People!

Let's flash back to reality for a second shall we... I don't care what you think of me because, well your opinion clearly doesn't matter in life. You have no friends except for your drug addict mother and you have done absolutely nothing with your life but get "looser" and sit in little Calhoun, GA prying into other peoples business. Jealousy is a very ugly trait and I guess that explains why you look the way you do :) just saying! I really wish I could be less hot tempered and just say "I'll pray for you", but that's not the case.

Huge Mistake

When I graduated high school, I had a full ride scholarship to Western Kentucky to cheer. I turned it down to get married straight out of school. Huge mistake!!! I was dating a guy for a little over a year and he was who I thought was the love of my life. Ha! He sure did fool me!! We broke up 6 months after I graduated and needless to say, I never went back to school after that until now. I have regretted that mistake everyday of my life since then. Boys can be so devastating in life.. Not only heartbreak, but devastating to your success in life as well.